Ya Allah....kuatkanlah imanku...tabahkanlah hati ku untuk perjuangan ku ke syurga ya Allah

I just want to start with the song...the song that really tells what I feel inside....

Listen to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within

It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard

They will not be pushed aside and turned

Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind

You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside

Someone I thought had died so long ago

Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard

They will not be pushed aside on words

Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind

You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong

But I'll be moving on

If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own, my own

Sayang...sy teruskan kehidupan kerana saya yakin dengan cinta kita...Allah tahu cinta saya..kerana janji sy...bukan seperti cinta sayang pd saya...Ini ke cinta sayang pd saya...Jiwa saya tiada lagi cinta utk sesiapa...kecuali keluarga...dan cinta sy untuk sayang selamanya....kerana cinta sy adalah kerana Allah Ta'ala...dan Dia tahu keadaan jiwa saya...Ya Allah...cinta sejati balasan nya adalah syurga...

Ya Allah...bantulah aku Ya Allah...aku takut Ya Allah...aku tak mampu bertahan...Berikan aku ketabahan hati untuk lalui kehidupan ini tanpa dia....jiwa aku yg telah hilang....aku hidup bagaikan  jasad tanpa roh...demi keluarga terutama mak....

Ya Allah...hari2 aku merintih Ya Allah....Ya Allah...aku pohon ingin ke tanah suci mu Ya Allah...menyerahkan segala jiwaku pada mu Ya Allah...berikan aku peluang itu Ya Allah...aku ingin dekat pada Mu Ya Allah....